life at school

after reading my friends' blogs, i realised that i didn't write anything bout my life at school.
hOHO, SHOULD I HAVE A REASON OR REASONS TO AVOID TELLING THEM?
i was posted to somewhere i never dream of .... which is banting, selangor. Huh? Banting?? yeah rite... whatever thing i'm gonna do in banting?
mY school is squeezed between two 'sekolah cemerlang' but mine is not... how irony ey? To those who knew bout SMK sULTAN aBDUL sAMAD Banting... too bad guys... this school is in its dark era right now. But all the teachers are working hard to make it shine on top again (wink wink)

FYI, i'm teaching PE and FORM 4 history... i repeat, PE and FORM 4 history... thank u.
No English? U r not teaching English? Yes... i am not teaching English... huhu (crying my heart out) but it's fine... i'll be teaching English next year (according to my PK) hopefully.... insya Allah.

the population of the school is dominated by the chinese students (60%), indian (30%) and last but not least malays (10%). Most of the chinese n indian students do not understand Malay and zero English. Huhuhu.....and i'm teaching history.... bRAVO!!!
tHEy don't understand a thing when i open my mouth and talk about history.

ok... enough for now... will be back later~

have lots in my mind but can't xpress all with words

will write again later~

too many things going on right now.... my life is good~ :) walking on the clouds.... to lala land~

feeling~

i was browsing through a few websites when i felt this sudden loneliness and sadness in me~ those feelings seeped through the hole in my heart and caused tears in my eyes. "But why do i feel this way?" i can accept the fact that this whole life is a theater and all of us are the actors and actresses. However, maybe i cannot accept the fact that something has been taken away from me slowly without i even realised it. that's why people said 'don't take things for granted'. Huhu, soooooooooo unfair but i can't say more. What i have to do now is to learn to adapt and redha on God's willing. I opened 'iluvislam.com' to search for motivational words and this is what i came across "sometimes Allah took away the sun, instead he gave us the thunder and the rain, then, while we were looking for the lost ray of the sun, He gave us the rainbow' Subhanallah, how wise Allah is in planning our lives. He knows what's best for us. Thus, redha and always pray that he will give us the strength to stay alive and keep on fighting.

Things happened for a reason. So, stop lamenting on your failure and gather yourself and march all the way to Allah's blessings. Insya allah, things will be better and Allah will replace what i've lost with something better :) Thank you Allah, for you are the most Knowing...

To ALL people out there, put your faith on Allah, for He is the most Knowing. He is the BEST listener of all :)

gotta be somebody

Thanks to ASTRO, I knew this song from their ad ..
just think about it makes me feel ok.. there's somebody out there for me :p
(sounds desperate? naaa... just planning my future life :)
plus.. i loooooooove nickelback
:)

Nickelback Gotta be Somebody Lyrics:
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
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Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
When you're Lookin´ for a diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.


Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
Lyrics: Gotta be Somebody, Nickelback [end]

My very own advanced version of diary

I was browsing through my friends' blogs when i decided to share my thoughts with the world. I am a reserved person, i don't talk much except with my close friends. Here, i would like to share my mind with the world whoever you are. My point of view might differ from yours. Thus, we can exchange our opinions on any subject matter. Kind of a new kid in the block, therefore, show me the way to more beautiful blogging experience.

Dairy? Blog? What's the difference? Yeah, they have differences! The smilarity would be the function for both diary and blog is the place for people to express their thoughts. Diary would be more enclosed to oneself while blog tells the whole world all about your experience and personality. Scary huh? No worries, insya allah things will be fine.

Oraity, i'm heading towards crappy stuff now.. so, i'll stop here for today :)

Wassalam